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As you all know,you know me as I'mNotBlappy,I'm currently working on a source code for SCP:Containment Breach with MLP mod.I would appreciate if you all can read this carefully.
But I feel like I'm a useless piece of shit here as I could not do anything.
I do not even know what should I do to achieve whatever I wanted to.I tried these download links for Blitz3D and FastExt,I only found the right download for FastExt,but not for Blitz3D.I keep getting an error for the Blitz3D setup.Tried this multiple times,but the error is not lifted so I pretty much give on that already.
I'm like wanting to jump off from a building and kill myself for not being able to help my team,I also think why am I here in the first place.I like a retarded asshole who does not know how to do anything but come here for nothing.
Seriously,when I saw myself writing this,I'm gonna sob and cry hard,I would cut myself till I bleed to death.

Leave your thoughts and feelings about this.

Sweet Nightmare's Spectre man, calm down. There's always something to work with, minor or major. You can't just give up like that. Just because you don't know how to do anything doesn't mean you CAN'T do anything. Verbal input, support, and suggestions are considered helping, and putting those in provides more options for the squad. Of course, assuming they're not ridiculously absurd, I presume your ideas would be considered.

You don't HAVE to do anything practical to get involved. I mean look at me. I haven't officially taken on any role that involves me getting stuck in with Source Code or texturing or anything like that. Instead, I'm voicing my opinions, giving input on people's creations, and generally keeping things afloat.

As for Blitz3D, I think you should refrain from giving up on that until you can at least get it fixed. Maybe someone in the thread knows? It's better to ask for help (even for the little things) than sit 'n' suffer quietly about it.

If you kill yourself, you're going to really put a dent in the team's morale, as well as greatly cause emotional problems for people not just here, but also IRL. I don't think you want that to happen.

Look, my suggestion to you is to ask help on the MLF:CiM mod about these kinda things or hell, just ask someone privately for help in Private Messages (Not me, 'cause I haven't used Blitz3D or FastExt)

Once you've asked for help, take a break for the day. Play Containment Breach or something that lifts your spirits. Get away from all this stress that the idea of contributing is causing you. Come back tomorrow or even tonight once you're sure you've cooled off. We want this mod to be done, but not if it's going to cause people involved some harm.

Go. Now.

Thanks for your reply,I will put a thought on what you said.

Good, but I advise you take a break from all this for the rest of the day. We'll keep plugging away, and if there's any developments, I'll fill you in when you return, so you don't miss anything. But we can't have you in this state and trying to contribute to the mod. It's not fair on you, and it's only gonna make you think worse of yourself. Put away the Source code 'n' the apps and whatnot and take some time for yourself.

Alright,I will thank you very much for your words of motivation.

There's no "i" in "Team Fortress 2: Brotherhood of Arms" you know.
Tohohoho! But yeah, no "i" in "team" and you're part of the team. Gotta keep everyone functioning normally, so we can't afford to lose ya now, can we?

Agreed.
But I do not play Team Fortress 2.

What? You've seen my directions on how to se-up the source code, and you didn't tell me what errors you have. If you get Memory Access Violations, run as an admin or disable launcher.

Didn't think so, but that's usually what I say, when reminding of a team effort in most circumstances.

SCP 513 wrote:What? You've seen my directions on how to se-up the source code, and you didn't tell me what errors you have. If you get Memory Access Violations, run as an admin or disable launcher.

You know,I'm feeling very hurt right now as I'm not being able to help.I pretty much give up on everything.